new keypad

*breath* it takes a lot of effort, time and patience to do this. we often want to let things settled, solved right away. This time, i do it the other way round. instead of forcing myself to let go or do something i dislike, i let it flow. let the time flies, the wound will heal eventually.

it took me a lot of courage to step out from my comfort zone; it took me a lot of energy to stand tall again.

trust, we often argue about this over and over again.

"i trust you" is so hard to be said sometimes.