after office hour

nope, not writing anything about after office hours. more like after effects of the end of a relationship. believe it or not, am writing this at my office and yes, is after office hours.

many of us struggle so much in the relationship. well, i dont mean the bad way. there's so many times we try to be ourselves but it always end up living in other people's expectations etc. not saying this wrong. sometimes a change is good, who knows it could actually bring out the best side of yourself or you could maybe see things in a different perspectives.

was in a long relationship back then. it actually surprised me the fact that i was attached this long. not forgetting with a guy who hardly able to commit. people outside the circles will think i've been through a ridiculous relationship but really, who knows better than yourself.

how much i want to deny this but this relationship actually helps me to see my true self. and is scary to know the ugly truth. besides, i actually grow from it. how much i try to avoid certain issues or arguments, i've learned, you can't run away from it because it will still hunt you at the end of the day.

that's all for now. maybe part 2 of the stories next time.