2 more weeks. the clock is still ticking. dinner with the old friends today made me realize how much im going to miss this place. i even went to place where i'll miss the most. tell me, what am i suppose to do with it? telling it out or just keeping it all inside. emotional ending is not i always want it to be. the journey may not be long but is long enough to change things. who knows the world might turn up side down afterward. well, not literally.. *breath*

"It's not the things you said that hurt my feelings, it's not the way you acted; it's just knowing things can never be the same again."

- the notebook

i guess this will terrify everyone.