im not sure is just me all the things happen making me feeling weird now. i remembered there was once someone told me that, when things goes too smoothly, you'll be more afraid to lose it. yesh, im feeling like one right now. cause i realised i've been falling deeper.. afraid is the word that best describes it.

gee, im feeling stupid right now. was just feeling "go-with-the-flow" past few days and now.....?! =.=