thinking alot

i have alot things stuck in my head. im hanging in between. really dont know what should i do. insecurity is back again. okay, i know this sounds really stupid. at this time, really have to admit im having a "girl-thinking' again. and i hated to be like that. yesh, we girl think too much. things so far goes really as it goes.. not to say the way i wanted but somehow is like after all the bad things happen, you'll get a better treat. that somehow frighten me. im just glad that i have my friends all along.. yes, im very depending on my friend. i have to admit this, no way im gonna deny it. i dont know what will happen to me if i have no friends. esp this gang of people.. i'll prolly feel damn lifeless and no motivation at all. 2 years to go.. =)


'A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same.'
-Elbert Hubbard-