more than a friend

honestly, i dont know what am i suppose to do. i told you the truth but it wasn't the complete one. because, im really afraid the same old mistakes will repeat again. and it did repeat the 2nd time already. just dont want it to happened the 3rd time again. like my friend said, go with the flow, you may not know what will happen next. maybe this time will be the different one than the others. i hope so and i doubt so. im a silly girl. to the stage where i dont know how to measure things and see things form other perspective. always think people's intention will turn good no matter how bad they turn into. just gonna blame myself for all that.