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something changes inside me. erm, how should i say this? well, my physical is still normal. nose is nose, eye is eye, leg is leg, arms is arms. dont worry, i did not turn upside down. im still physically fine. not something like this picture below.. hahaha
this looks kinda scary eh? hahha some people thinks is kinda funny and retarded. oh right, i was saying something diff inside. hrm, does personality counts? or character? gee, wait, is there any difference in between? cause somehow it sounded the same to me. is like personality is nice but character is cool? hahha okayyy, think im not making any sense....
rightt, back to the topic. it actually started from a very small thing. putting 100% effort is the thing that i always do if that thing really something i want and im happy with it. but now, is not the thing i do anymore. i tend to think twice or even doesn't want to do it without having a second of thinking. whats wrong with me? i.dont.know.
having birthday surprise is a thing i always do to all my friends. people questioned why. i usually answered im happy doing it. yes, usually. but it seems like not anymore. the question "worth it or not" tend to took place in every second when im thinking bout something. sometimes even stupid question like "should i eat" then it'll come out "worth it or not?" seee!!! can u see any sense there? haha im just joking btw. not that kind of retarded question larhh...
from a very simple interest and liking turns into complication and messed up mind. what else i can say? im trying to think more simple these days. but i just cant. queations will just come out one after one.
what if you already know a secret of your friend but you wasnt really sure bout it. buutt!! there's like 90% for sure. what you gonna do bout it? okay, i really dont know what is this gonna do with above. just ignoreee...
current listening to 100 days by JJlim. the 1st time i heard was from my friend's caller ringtone. then my sis's laptop. it just somehow gave me a very strange feeling. hard to explain.
this looks kinda scary eh? hahha some people thinks is kinda funny and retarded. oh right, i was saying something diff inside. hrm, does personality counts? or character? gee, wait, is there any difference in between? cause somehow it sounded the same to me. is like personality is nice but character is cool? hahha okayyy, think im not making any sense....rightt, back to the topic. it actually started from a very small thing. putting 100% effort is the thing that i always do if that thing really something i want and im happy with it. but now, is not the thing i do anymore. i tend to think twice or even doesn't want to do it without having a second of thinking. whats wrong with me? i.dont.know.
having birthday surprise is a thing i always do to all my friends. people questioned why. i usually answered im happy doing it. yes, usually. but it seems like not anymore. the question "worth it or not" tend to took place in every second when im thinking bout something. sometimes even stupid question like "should i eat" then it'll come out "worth it or not?" seee!!! can u see any sense there? haha im just joking btw. not that kind of retarded question larhh...
from a very simple interest and liking turns into complication and messed up mind. what else i can say? im trying to think more simple these days. but i just cant. queations will just come out one after one.
what if you already know a secret of your friend but you wasnt really sure bout it. buutt!! there's like 90% for sure. what you gonna do bout it? okay, i really dont know what is this gonna do with above. just ignoreee...
current listening to 100 days by JJlim. the 1st time i heard was from my friend's caller ringtone. then my sis's laptop. it just somehow gave me a very strange feeling. hard to explain.
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and is it JJ LIN? or its LIM?