things got pretty messed up this time. for once i gave up on things that i always have faith in it. guess there's no longer any need of putting my emotion and focus in it anymore. is tiring sometimes how things just did not go your own way and yet, turns out like a shit.

i may be good in hiding my emotion sometimes. maybe this is why you thought i never care a shit bout it. but do understand, is hard for me to be straight forward also. certain things is not by having a coffee-chat will solved. it actually take times to heal.

there's alot of harsh words you said to me. you may think is a not biggy thing for you. is just the way how you wanna express it. but it differ from me. i was once thought you actually mean it tho i'd been trying so hard to think more positively. yet, the way u act, talk and attention kinda speaks the truth.

just dont be surprise if one day, i depend on my peers more than you. i do have a limits. is respect the thing that im talking about.