i know you

when your fingers are running,
you're worrying bout something.
when you're sitting there stoning,
someone is in your head.
when you were much more quiet than usual,
something is bothering you..

a call from you this early morning..
said tht you will be coming back again this july.
i was so excited.
this is so tiring.
you and i forever stuck at the same stupid thing.
guess, i dont wanna do anything anymore.
is simply just tiring.

"you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea"

knew being too dependent..
you said is not a problem at all..
but i cant do this anymore..
dont wanna rely on anything anymore..
dont wanna go for something im not sure anymore..
this is just too exhausting.
forgive me.