tho been thousands times i said i dont wanna care.
tho been millions times i asked myself not to care.
but still, i wanna care. i cant just let things fade like that. what to do.. i born to be like that. there's no way you gonna stop me from it. that's why all the craps been coming to me. is hard to choose not to care sometimes. i hate to be like that sometimes also. gahhh...