the combination

certain things are meant to be like that..
certain things are fated to be the way as it is..
but the final decision is always on your hand..
you can decide,
to hold on to it.
or
to let go.
people say there is no need to have a reason..
just do it as you feel like it..
can the feeling of myself be the reason?

yet again,
im not as brave as you think.

"ladies never lose composure"
i wasnt sure how long i can hold on to this..
cant find a reason why and where to emo..
guess the best place to emo doesnt help at all..
shall not appreciate the last 5 minutes anymore..
cause im always the one who appreciate every single minute when the clock starts ticking..
is gonna be tittle-less for the story..
cause things happen too randomly..
and is empty..
there's also no more what if..
cause is pointless to think bout it..
you may just get brain damage by it..
"i hate you"
is on my phone's wallpaper..
no, i don't hate you as in you..
no, i don't hate "you"..
it doesn't mean anything..
just a random thing..
seriously..
trust me..

start it all over again?