composure
the same damn thing happen over and over again. im seriously sick of it. speaking of freedom, i dont even know what it is. dont even know how to define it. 19 years. people been asking me the same damn question and yet im still giving the same damn answer. tho some people not sick of it, but i am.. guess, is time to re-think everything. so not gonna let my life to be ruined just like tht. i wouldnt say im an adult now. but at least, is time to make my own darn decision.
things been holding me too tight. tho i might seems okay from outside, but in fact, im so lost inside. dont even know what else i can have instead of what can i do..sooner or later, dont even know how to breath. having holiday now. gonna work and explore more things. tho is just staying inside of the small little department but at least let me get a peace of mind..
"I'm running out of patients
'cos i can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That i am feeling"
'cos i can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That i am feeling"
things been holding me too tight. tho i might seems okay from outside, but in fact, im so lost inside. dont even know what else i can have instead of what can i do..sooner or later, dont even know how to breath. having holiday now. gonna work and explore more things. tho is just staying inside of the small little department but at least let me get a peace of mind..
"I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure"
You're lucky i know how to act
(so lucky ain't gonna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe"
you kept saying i have everything. is true i do have everything. but everything seems to have their own expired date. there's always a limit. people say i should get use to it. is true in somehow im kinda use to it. but i just cant differentiate fed-up and used-to-it? are they the same? i'll wait for the right day, right timing, right minute and right second to get what i really want..without limits. i dont wanna lie or playing tricks to get it.. you should know me the best.
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get composure
Ladies never lose composure"
feeling lucky to have someone who i can talk with and feeling lucky to have someone who understand it. tho is just a lil warm hand which comfort me but still, it meant a lot to me. i was struggling with myself and was really in a damn-pissed-off mood. but yet, you, your little warm hand calm me down and let me re-think everything over again. you may think is just a small little tiny thing, but that's what i need on the moment. just a small little comfort, i dont expect much. thank you..
"Somebody better hold me back You're lucky i know how to act
(so lucky ain't gonna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe"
you kept saying i have everything. is true i do have everything. but everything seems to have their own expired date. there's always a limit. people say i should get use to it. is true in somehow im kinda use to it. but i just cant differentiate fed-up and used-to-it? are they the same? i'll wait for the right day, right timing, right minute and right second to get what i really want..without limits. i dont wanna lie or playing tricks to get it.. you should know me the best.
gossip girl- my gal/boyfren little jealousy?
connection failed when comes to a lie?
connection failed when comes to a lie?
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