standing in the middle of everything.. there's so many directions for me to go. but i did not pick any of them. is kinda obvious which way i should pick cause the way to that direction is so bright. but, i just dont get it why my leg are not moving.. i feel like i am walking towards it.. but, in fact im not.. still standing at the same old place.. exhausted. been struggling bout myself quite some time... im lost. as in totally lost.. i dont even know what i want...

guess, the bad things is gonna happen as what i said before..

carrying you...