a crazy monkey
wooohoooo!!! awesome day or perhaps a bad day? anyway, is been a crazy day for me.
went to pyramid this afternoon for Mc'd lunch. it was raining heavily, but it did not stop me from it. Indeed, i walk under the rain to my car and i insist that i wanna get my car so badly.. hehehe yeap yeap, you may say im crazy. but who cares tho?
so, end up my whole hair, shirt and pants are wet. i can even feel the water inside my slipper. is like piak piak piak while im walking. hahha funny eh? anyway, it was so cooling. not too sure what makes me made such a crazy idea. is been while i insist wanna do something so badly. perhaps, things change... =/
when classes end, went "PINK' to meet up my frens. suppose to be FOR AWHILE.. end up, the sky starts raining again... so have to wait till the rain stop. but at the moment, my heart starts beating so badly. feets are like so itchy wanna just step outside and feel the breeze, the cool air and the rain drop all over your body. yes, the crazy thought of my mine is out again. guess, is time for myself to get some spaces for my own. been worrying too much bout the rest too much. is time to take a break. and yes, i did walk under the rain again. i repeat, i WALK. not run, not jump, not fly.. hahhaha =p okay, i know is lame. anyway, couldnt differentiate wat was it. was the tatse of the rain? or the tears? oh well, i didnt thought of it too much. cause i was very cold. when the wind blows, i just felt like my heart is frozen. when the rain drops, i just felt fresh.
while walking, cars and people were passed by. a stranger came to me and said "RUN"!!! but yet, i replied it cool and calm "i love the rain". he was surprised. and just said "have fun". wasn't really sure how i felt on tht long drizzly walk. i just felt empty. yes, for once, finally, i felt empty. this is what i want. an empty space for me. at least for a second.
a simple sentence asked by you, "did you did it in purpose?" i replied it with a smile, "yes". yet, i felt so cold after that. my whole body was freezing. is just too cold till i hardly breath.
went to pyramid this afternoon for Mc'd lunch. it was raining heavily, but it did not stop me from it. Indeed, i walk under the rain to my car and i insist that i wanna get my car so badly.. hehehe yeap yeap, you may say im crazy. but who cares tho?
so, end up my whole hair, shirt and pants are wet. i can even feel the water inside my slipper. is like piak piak piak while im walking. hahha funny eh? anyway, it was so cooling. not too sure what makes me made such a crazy idea. is been while i insist wanna do something so badly. perhaps, things change... =/
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when classes end, went "PINK' to meet up my frens. suppose to be FOR AWHILE.. end up, the sky starts raining again... so have to wait till the rain stop. but at the moment, my heart starts beating so badly. feets are like so itchy wanna just step outside and feel the breeze, the cool air and the rain drop all over your body. yes, the crazy thought of my mine is out again. guess, is time for myself to get some spaces for my own. been worrying too much bout the rest too much. is time to take a break. and yes, i did walk under the rain again. i repeat, i WALK. not run, not jump, not fly.. hahhaha =p okay, i know is lame. anyway, couldnt differentiate wat was it. was the tatse of the rain? or the tears? oh well, i didnt thought of it too much. cause i was very cold. when the wind blows, i just felt like my heart is frozen. when the rain drops, i just felt fresh.
while walking, cars and people were passed by. a stranger came to me and said "RUN"!!! but yet, i replied it cool and calm "i love the rain". he was surprised. and just said "have fun". wasn't really sure how i felt on tht long drizzly walk. i just felt empty. yes, for once, finally, i felt empty. this is what i want. an empty space for me. at least for a second.
a simple sentence asked by you, "did you did it in purpose?" i replied it with a smile, "yes". yet, i felt so cold after that. my whole body was freezing. is just too cold till i hardly breath.
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