just wanna run
run run run.. keep running.. how i wish that i could run away from all this shits. uni life aint like a life anymore. people there are dead and its turning me to be dead as well. wish the clock will just turn back to july 2008, rather than staying at july 2009. tho is just one year, things had change.
went jogging this evening. never ever think bout changing my clothes. just ran with my shirt and jeans. of course, music is in my ear and my head. the song keep repeat and repeat. the trees and grass just flew pass. never ever bother what's in front of me. my eye seems like not looking at anything. maybe that is why i almost hit the tiang in front of me. but then, i stopped running. sat down on the grass. music is still in my head. the song "already gone" played. exhausted.
couldnt find a reason why are we still holding back. people see us like a perfect couple. but it's weird to us. cause we doesnt think that way. we might be perfect just from outside. things is getting more and more complicated. thought things end at the time when we brokeup. unfortunately, it did not. "we're just friends" is always the sentences we tell people. but we do know that it wasnt that simple. tho me and you had moved on in our life but "things' just keep pull us back to the place that we doesnt want to go back. tho is just a simple question that can be answer by yes or no but we still cant really answer. it always end up "dont know".
go with the flow and see how it goes. do know the fact that there wont be a happy ending but we're still stubborn. couldnt find a reason why we should go back, couldnt find a reason why are we holding back neither. hate the things between us. cause it couldnt be explain. there's no one would ever understand how it feels. prolly is just me and you. do know that is tiring, but just cant let go.
why cant be like square shape instead of circle? cause there's no end in circle.. i hate this.
went jogging this evening. never ever think bout changing my clothes. just ran with my shirt and jeans. of course, music is in my ear and my head. the song keep repeat and repeat. the trees and grass just flew pass. never ever bother what's in front of me. my eye seems like not looking at anything. maybe that is why i almost hit the tiang in front of me. but then, i stopped running. sat down on the grass. music is still in my head. the song "already gone" played. exhausted.
couldnt find a reason why are we still holding back. people see us like a perfect couple. but it's weird to us. cause we doesnt think that way. we might be perfect just from outside. things is getting more and more complicated. thought things end at the time when we brokeup. unfortunately, it did not. "we're just friends" is always the sentences we tell people. but we do know that it wasnt that simple. tho me and you had moved on in our life but "things' just keep pull us back to the place that we doesnt want to go back. tho is just a simple question that can be answer by yes or no but we still cant really answer. it always end up "dont know".
go with the flow and see how it goes. do know the fact that there wont be a happy ending but we're still stubborn. couldnt find a reason why we should go back, couldnt find a reason why are we holding back neither. hate the things between us. cause it couldnt be explain. there's no one would ever understand how it feels. prolly is just me and you. do know that is tiring, but just cant let go.
why cant be like square shape instead of circle? cause there's no end in circle.. i hate this.
shall just keep running...
arghhh, this is just way too emo......!!!!
arghhh, this is just way too emo......!!!!
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