complicated

a new life? what will it be if i want to have a new life? being a girl who can have anything she want? or staying in the corner, just do the things that she want?

you were right bout what you said. what happen in the past should just stay in the past. taking it as reason to reject people is the stupidest reason ever. besides apologies, there's nothing else i can say. not sure what's the thing that im afraid of. secure? or being hurt? tho not in the relationship, but im acting in the same way when comes to friendship. people said that we shouldn't be sorry of being ourselves. is always depends on whether that person can accept it or not. a lilttle mistakes that i'd made, actually will become a big deal for me. guess, is time to let go...

you always ask me to stay at the place where i first met you cause that was the best part of me. not too sure what you were trying to tell me but.. i'll try. everything is changing as we move on in our life. maybe being an "angel" will not work in the wolrd anymore. *breath*

long way to go...

"there's a place in
your heart
and i know that it is love
and this place could
be much
brighter tomorrow
and if you really try
you'll find there's no need
to cry
in this place you'll feel
there's no hurt and sorrow"

heal the world, Micheal Jackson