damn, never study so hard for my exams before. this is my very 1st time man. but finally, exam is over. *breath out* heheh =p but things change quite fast during that week. not talking bout studies. something personal. not sure was it my fault or not. but im pretty sure is my fault. perhaps i did not present myself well enough. damn. no wait, i dont present. as, this is me. i guess. kinda lost now. dont really who i am and dont really know what i want.

before the last week of MUFY ends, been thinking what i want to do for the last week. but end up, nothing is done. is always like that. my plans never work out. did i said planS? yes, i just did. most of the time is always like that. but plans for other people will always work out, most of the time. bloody hell, why is it not me? as in my plan, my things. stupid~

things changed as i said. not sure was the finals who put them into too much pressure or things just changed. cant really explain what's the changes but i'll say something emotional. as i mentioned before, i am sick of the problems that i have everyday. i did try to avoid it, but it still there. there's alot places that i can run to but i choose to remain there cause i do know that i cant not to care. too bad, too sad. cant really do anything.

finals end thought will be a big celebration. but what i need now is a peace of mind. lock myself at hime today. and playing water with my mom's car. hehehe =p is pretty fun tho. cause that "person" wont hit you back no matter how much you bully. hehehe =p i know i sound silly.

anyway, holiday will begin from now onwards. dont have any plan yet cause i do nkow that it wont work out.. so yea. shall just go with the flow~ =)