too many things in mind,
even the shocking news did not make me feel the way it suppose to
but it makes my mood go up and down instead..
the trust between us seems like that weak
and the word you said really hits me right down..
feeling insecure..
nope, shall say that im heartless now..
cant feel anything
but there's pain instead..
feel like just giving up
cause im just too tired..
as in really tired..
but it seems like i cant go away..

just tell me what to do, will you?

will blogging makes you feel any better? sigh...