went for jogging this morning at the big greenish field which is just opposite my house and it was jst after rain. the air just feel so fresh. i felt like full of energy at that moment although i only slept for 7 hours which is so not enough for me. the smell of the green grass, the air which is so cooling and can even hear the bird singing. just hoping that the birds will love me and will not drop any single bird shit. what to do? taman tun dr.ismail is full of bird shit.. yew~ =p lol
anyway, nothing is in my mind. is just an empty soul. not sure what's the thing been keeping me to move forward. been keep running and running. not sure how many round i'd made. with the music in my head, i just run it with the flow. so there's up and down and same goes to my emotional.
after that, sitting at the side of the field with the word of tired and flashing back. aren't i love to flash back? yea, angela do. so that she wouldnt make her mistake again. =) too many things happened around her. so, she thinks that is time to let herself to take a deep breath for she herself only. helping too many people to solve their problems, but does she do enjoy it? hrm, cant say is enjoy. she'll be happy when seeing some other people are happy as well. her emotional will always go on with the flow. been caring every single people around her, guess, is time to care more bout herself now. been not standing up for herself for a long time, guess, is time to do so. the nicest part of her, can be her friend, can be her enemy. it'll only depends on how and will people take advantage of it?
kinda proud of myself even though she did not do anything. realise, sometimes is not a must to solve a prob. leaving it the way it is will be the best solution. some other people might think their the winner of the game but in fact, they are so wrong. i might be the loser or the dumbest people in your list, but hey, what you get? you'll only get prizes or maybe pride. but let me tell you, i got more than you and the best damn thing is experience.
i might be looking innocent to you. so is that why you think that you know every single thing about me? haha you're definitely wrong man. you dont know me at all. saying me being fake? see who's talking. angela always being herself. is just that some particular people doesnt know her that's why you'll think that im being fake. hey man~ open up ur big eye.
went home with the dirt on my shoes and even all over my legs. my running shoes is full of mud and wet. can even see there's alot of "leftover" grass at the side of my shoes and my legs as well.. although it was just a random dirt shoe thing but i realise something. been being such a nice friend, is it time to "dirt" myself up and turn into a mean girl? yea, i do try.. but the "nice" always just appeared no matter how. same goes to the dirty shoe, just wash it and soon it'll turn back into a nice clean shoe. but there will be only few scar on it. the scar will be the feelings.. or the effect of people taking advantage on it?
no matter what it is, all the problems seems had come to and end. is time to get back all things i want and is time to do anything i want. feel so much better after the jog. hrm, did i just lose any weight?? hahha cause i feel like flying now. *silly* lameness will not be the main thing that i found back but confidence will be the one.
from now on, angela is going to love herself more..and doing things one step at the time.
"you" might be just somewhere in the middle of the grass but i dont tend to move to your side. is time to go by my own side. finding back the old days is not an easy job. you might be thinking i'm silly but tell you what, sometimes, the old days will be always the best day. so do appreciate it and dont fool people around. their not dumb, they are just being smart~ =)
by, baboon ass <3
anyway, nothing is in my mind. is just an empty soul. not sure what's the thing been keeping me to move forward. been keep running and running. not sure how many round i'd made. with the music in my head, i just run it with the flow. so there's up and down and same goes to my emotional.
after that, sitting at the side of the field with the word of tired and flashing back. aren't i love to flash back? yea, angela do. so that she wouldnt make her mistake again. =) too many things happened around her. so, she thinks that is time to let herself to take a deep breath for she herself only. helping too many people to solve their problems, but does she do enjoy it? hrm, cant say is enjoy. she'll be happy when seeing some other people are happy as well. her emotional will always go on with the flow. been caring every single people around her, guess, is time to care more bout herself now. been not standing up for herself for a long time, guess, is time to do so. the nicest part of her, can be her friend, can be her enemy. it'll only depends on how and will people take advantage of it?
kinda proud of myself even though she did not do anything. realise, sometimes is not a must to solve a prob. leaving it the way it is will be the best solution. some other people might think their the winner of the game but in fact, they are so wrong. i might be the loser or the dumbest people in your list, but hey, what you get? you'll only get prizes or maybe pride. but let me tell you, i got more than you and the best damn thing is experience.
i might be looking innocent to you. so is that why you think that you know every single thing about me? haha you're definitely wrong man. you dont know me at all. saying me being fake? see who's talking. angela always being herself. is just that some particular people doesnt know her that's why you'll think that im being fake. hey man~ open up ur big eye.
went home with the dirt on my shoes and even all over my legs. my running shoes is full of mud and wet. can even see there's alot of "leftover" grass at the side of my shoes and my legs as well.. although it was just a random dirt shoe thing but i realise something. been being such a nice friend, is it time to "dirt" myself up and turn into a mean girl? yea, i do try.. but the "nice" always just appeared no matter how. same goes to the dirty shoe, just wash it and soon it'll turn back into a nice clean shoe. but there will be only few scar on it. the scar will be the feelings.. or the effect of people taking advantage on it?
no matter what it is, all the problems seems had come to and end. is time to get back all things i want and is time to do anything i want. feel so much better after the jog. hrm, did i just lose any weight?? hahha cause i feel like flying now. *silly* lameness will not be the main thing that i found back but confidence will be the one.
from now on, angela is going to love herself more..and doing things one step at the time.
"you" might be just somewhere in the middle of the grass but i dont tend to move to your side. is time to go by my own side. finding back the old days is not an easy job. you might be thinking i'm silly but tell you what, sometimes, the old days will be always the best day. so do appreciate it and dont fool people around. their not dumb, they are just being smart~ =)by, baboon ass <3
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