things up and down, left and right.. and going round and round. couldnt find the end.. owh man~ wat am i craping about?? haha anyway, helloooo my online diary *tht's wat bi said* haha =p

neewayz, the range of my life is getting wider and wider. and of course, when it stared to be more wider, more things or problem will happen. =) wat to do? this is life wert.. cant avoid tho. i rather choose to face it cause is like so tiring when avoiding it.

i guess, is time to get something what i want. is true tht i like the process of helping ppl to get wat they want. but i think, is time to help myself to get wat i want as well. how can i neglected myself?? haha *silly* hrmm, maybe there's nothing much i want. besides, getting a car.. hahahahaha =p oops~ oh well, who doesnt want it? hehe

ma performance will be at next thurs. still wondering should i go on with it or not. cause i dont whether is that wat i want or not. how will it be singing on the stage? wat other ppl will say about me after that? wat if i didnt do well, will ppl start throwing eggs on me? dont mind me.. i always worry alot of thing. is just tht i dont said it out loud. cause, wat's the point of telling?? hehe =p

neeways, i screwed up my econ test again. dont dare to face the result anymore. part of myself is like giving up.. dont ask me why. or maybe i dont meant to be here. or maybe i memang not the study type. sigh~ just dont get it why am i taking this risk. i'm like losing direction. i dont even know where i am now and i dont even know wat am i doing. sometimes, i even get confused to the things that i do. haha =p

arghh~~~ enough of being emo. kk, will stop here. take care ppl.. oh yea, btw, I"M OKAY~ =)

p/s : baboon, pls dont question me again. thank you.. you know why. =p