neeways, been posting lots of post which ppl dont understand at all. wat to do? ppl who knows wat happen will only know bout it.

oh well, been a long time didnt really hang out with anu. its fun tho. hehe acutally, at the beginning, me, bi and anu, three of us used to hang out alot. but ever since so many factors and determinants "appeared", we seldom hang out. hehe =p is always like. me and bi or me and anu. wat to do?? everything will changed when time flies. but hopefully, the frenship will always remain the same. hrmm...

anu and bi, they were together for like one month sharp. but because of all the factors, ( i bet u do not want to know bout tht) they have to breakup. did i just said have to?? haha yea, i did cause maybe they did not one to do tht, but they have to due to certain reason. yea, i was kinda upset on tht time. cause being a middle person is not an easy job man. so ppl, never ever be the middle person unless you dare to take the risk. =)

tht'll be the 1st part. 2nd part will be, in somehow ever since bi came back after his holiday and his operation, his like so different. he sound, look, smells like a stranger to me. not only he became more hot tempered, get emo more easily and somehow, he dont get wat we said when we talking bout some lame jokes. oh well, he did tell me tht even he himself thinks tht his different now but just cant describe. so yea..

then, all the issues bout anu is like keep on knock mine and his head. in somehow i'm like so terrified. his been like talking in a super mean way to me. to his fren, i'm not sure. hehe =p so, i'm thinking, this is really weird. i dont know is tht a signal of his growing up, starts to think in a more mature way or there's something keep bothering him??

i was like "wat the hell wrong with you" and "wat u want" but i dare not say anything. cause i know tht wat i always tot of is always wrong. so yea.. which is true. there's alot of thing been bothering him. girl, studies, classes and bla bla bla.. so after all this weird things happen, i plan to talk straight to him. but he still telling me the same thing. so i got fed up and tired. tend to give up on asking and just let it be.. so there is how the "end of the series" came.

bout anu, she's a girl who worry bout alot of thing also. one thing bout her is, she always keep things to herself. due to tht bloody character, i always force her out. forcing her to tell me the truth and trying to "dig" out her deepest or maybe the darkest secret/personality of her. she always said tht she dont care but actually she do. so cause of all this thing and plus, on tht time bi was like being so mean. so all things are like so screwed up!!! just like enemies on the war man..

but lucky, all this things get settled within 2 weeks. now, in somehow, they are still frens. so just hopefully it will still remain. hrmm or maybe is kinda hard, cause all of us have so many things to do at the moment. maybe it will be only fren frens.

wat bout me? nothing much. jst tht being in the middle person aint a good thing. is true tht u'll get to know all the things. but oh well is tiring tho. especially when u sense tht there's something going to happen.. and you're sutck in the middle which like you're in the small and tiny dark box.. which ppl start to just throw the "paper", "water" or "rubbish" to you.. when they are in a bad mood. wat to do?? maybe i'm just being too nice.. heheh =p

maybe is time to stan up for myslef. but i cant larh, once i do, there'll be more problems to be create and maybe ppl will starts throwing "eggs" on me.. sigh

overall, is just tht all the things is so different now. maybe some other people doesnt sense it. but i do. cause i've been observing, ppl. so yea.. heheh =p