i cant believe this. i did not msg him today. haha weird har?? usually i cant control myself not to msg that fellow but yet, i just did. like what i already said, i want to do things for my own sek. so yea, kinda did it..

oh well, the feeling it wasnt that bad actually. is like kinda relief. hehe =p what to do? angela have no time for all this nonsense man. i always wanted to talk to him bout it. but i just cant. what if this is his plan? what if is a truth? am i willing to accept it?

hey people, i aint no desperate k? i just dont want to get hurt anymore. i know i know, that's impossible to not get hurt again. but at least let me get something which is "real", can i? nope, should say, do i deserve a better treat? God knows.. ?!

too much things in my head. too many things to be settled. but i have no more extra time. so i tend to walk away. walk away before things get more complicated. walk away before things get more messy and untidy. walk away before more problems to be create.

i aint no avoiding k? i just always believe that time will proof everything. so yea.. just waiting for the time flies and see what's the result of it. it might be stupid but this is my way. and tht's the only way which can solve things in a quiet way. just like when you doesnt know a person but after awhile of hanging out and chit chatting, you'll get to know more bout that person. =)

in somehow, you did gave me signal or warning of it. but i just dont think something is right. there's always something behind you. is like not much people knows bout it. plus, dont think you'll let me know bout it too. things that you said to me, in somehow is like a fairy tale.. or maybe you were just trying to be nice. in another way round, maybe i'm the one who think too much. there's nothing else i can say about you anymore.

enough for all this stupid emo stuff. this is so not me man. oh no wait~ this is me larh. is just that in somehow i dont show. for what?? as is if people will care for you right??? =)