finally i'm back. back from my hometown. no wait~ is my mom's hometown. neeways, i will say is a right time to go there and i gaint lots of stuff, besides weight. heheh =p *not kidding*

i did not want to go there in the 1st place. but i have to go. is not only going there to attend my cousin's wedding but yet, also avoiding several stuff. 3 days break wasnt enough for me. but at least better than nothing.

there's no phone calls and msg on the 1st day. plus, i do not have the tots of calling anyone or msging anyone. phone was in a super silent mood. at day 2, cousin's wedding day, plan to give anu a msg due to wondering how's the lonely girl doing there. heheh oops~

anyway, after coming back.. i feel so much different now. hrm, hard to say in what way but i'm full of energy. so in the mood to study. my mind is like full of math and econ. hahah werid huh? hrm, i seriously need someone to rescue my math man cause i'm like sooo dead. sigh~ hopefully, someone are willing to help me bout it. =)

besides, been thinking alot during the 3 days break. i plan to move on. there's no reason for me to stay and i doesnt want to wait for the "invisible" answer and infinity reason that it'll give. so yea.. moving on will be the best thing ever cause i doesnt want to missed the beauty of life neemore. =)

well, just hopefully my decision is right. =) ciao~