things got so screwed up today.. i would say i have a bad day. physically and also mentally...

you were actually right about what u said today. is just me who make you think that is wrong. i cant let you know the truth cause it will kill both sides. dont ask me why. you should know why. there is no reason why i said i cant be like you. i just cant. and this who i am. please dont blame me for hiding things from you and please dont blame me for keeping things away from you. i dare not take the risk. if i move forward one step, i might be in "danger". you know who i am. you know i am not that kind of girl like what you see. what you know was just physically or outside of me. i'm not ready to let you know yet, perhaps, i dont think you're the right one that i can tell yet. or maybe i dont think you're ready to know that.

why not just let the time flies.. soon things will get better. you have your own life: i have my own life. it might sound a lil selfish but hey, the world is unfair. =)

just wait and be patient..

by: meangela