was on the phone with my frens this evening. shall make it simple and cut it short. he say I'm a complicated girl. hrmm, i do agree with that. as in totally agree. lots of people find me that I'm a simple + cheerful girl which also equal to a no worries human being. oh well, is not that i don't have any probs.. is just that what's the point of telling people? maybe they will listen and forget bout it. or maybe they will just keep on saying "don't think so much larh" and stuff which doesn't help at all. hrmm, or maybe i just haven't find a right person who can be my good listener and share bout it.
neeways, bout the weird feeling. is still there. but slightly getting better. not as much as that day. hrmm, i told my fren bout it. the 1st question he asked was, "is it you fall in love to someone?" haha oh dear~ i was like no way... at the 1st second. but at the 2nd second, i was like.. is it?? i just don't know man. yea is true i have this fear of couple-ing again. and yea is true, is been a long time i have this fear. but what to do?? there's nothing i can do right?
i think the weird feeling is about missing someone or something about a guy. not too sure wat it is but there's all i know.
actually, i don't like to be alone. I'm kinda scared to be alone. and i don't like to feel lonely. but it actually depends. if my whole weeks are full of noise, i might need at least a day for peace. =) yea, I'm a weird girl inside. wat to do? this is me. i started to received a comment from this b*** by saying that i'm so fake. i mean as in attitude. i was deeply hurt at that moment. i just don't get it what's the problem. so i just tend to ignore bout it. =)
bck to this weird feeling. i realise that, when there's time i didn't get to talk to him, i feel uncomfortable. this is really weird. maybe i was just feeling empty. so out of sudden i think bout him. =/
argh~!!! i hate this weird feeling man. is like bothering me so much. what the heck is this man. can you just go away?? *shoo shoo* hahah lol oops~
neeways,just hopefully things will get better day by day. i seriously don't hope this weird thing will disturb me again man.never ever... or maybe i need to see doc? haahaha =)
neeways, bout the weird feeling. is still there. but slightly getting better. not as much as that day. hrmm, i told my fren bout it. the 1st question he asked was, "is it you fall in love to someone?" haha oh dear~ i was like no way... at the 1st second. but at the 2nd second, i was like.. is it?? i just don't know man. yea is true i have this fear of couple-ing again. and yea is true, is been a long time i have this fear. but what to do?? there's nothing i can do right?
i think the weird feeling is about missing someone or something about a guy. not too sure wat it is but there's all i know.
actually, i don't like to be alone. I'm kinda scared to be alone. and i don't like to feel lonely. but it actually depends. if my whole weeks are full of noise, i might need at least a day for peace. =) yea, I'm a weird girl inside. wat to do? this is me. i started to received a comment from this b*** by saying that i'm so fake. i mean as in attitude. i was deeply hurt at that moment. i just don't get it what's the problem. so i just tend to ignore bout it. =)
bck to this weird feeling. i realise that, when there's time i didn't get to talk to him, i feel uncomfortable. this is really weird. maybe i was just feeling empty. so out of sudden i think bout him. =/
argh~!!! i hate this weird feeling man. is like bothering me so much. what the heck is this man. can you just go away?? *shoo shoo* hahah lol oops~
neeways,just hopefully things will get better day by day. i seriously don't hope this weird thing will disturb me again man.never ever... or maybe i need to see doc? haahaha =)
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