things are all screwed today...
i cant believe my day is screwed by a that lil thing. i cant believe what happen today and yesterday were just like a drama series which never end or it might end after 30/ 20 episode. i want it to be like a movie not like a drama. but as what people always said, life is just like a drama. i guess, i have to accept the actual fact. there's no way to hide or avoid.
he knew everything. and that will equals to everything is going to comes to an end. cant believe friendship will just ruined like that. to show that our friendship isn't that strong, perhaps we're aren't friend from the beginning. just a stranger pass by and help each other.
things happened too sudden as what i said in my last post. and yea, is really scary. can't believe the prob that i always worrying of will just happen in such a short days. on that second, i cant breath at all. my heart beat was stop at the second and my brain goes blank. there's only "WTF" in my mind.that is the only word can describe how i feel at that moment.
honestly, is not easy to hide something. but i have no choice cause i don't want people to question me so much. another way round, I'm not that kind of person who loves to answer questions. is that the only way? yes.. i guess so..
started to avoid me, which i can see through the way you act. i wanted to cut those craps but are you willing to believe what i said? what if i said those things are not true? how will you react?
is true i don't know you well. nope, should say i don't know any single thing of you. i never plan to step further more. i just want to stay here. the place I'm standing right now. don't ask me why. I'll only tell you that there's no why. i feel much more save here. and yea, is true that i dare not take the risk. i have nothing to say...
when people said I'm a girl who doesn't have prob, i always laugh away. we are human beings right? everyone have feelings. is just that how you handle it. do you want to show it to other people by emo-ing? or you want to keep it to yourself cause you think there is no point telling? is depends on how you want to carry your own character.
i guess, life is complicated.
i cant believe my day is screwed by a that lil thing. i cant believe what happen today and yesterday were just like a drama series which never end or it might end after 30/ 20 episode. i want it to be like a movie not like a drama. but as what people always said, life is just like a drama. i guess, i have to accept the actual fact. there's no way to hide or avoid.
he knew everything. and that will equals to everything is going to comes to an end. cant believe friendship will just ruined like that. to show that our friendship isn't that strong, perhaps we're aren't friend from the beginning. just a stranger pass by and help each other.
things happened too sudden as what i said in my last post. and yea, is really scary. can't believe the prob that i always worrying of will just happen in such a short days. on that second, i cant breath at all. my heart beat was stop at the second and my brain goes blank. there's only "WTF" in my mind.that is the only word can describe how i feel at that moment.
honestly, is not easy to hide something. but i have no choice cause i don't want people to question me so much. another way round, I'm not that kind of person who loves to answer questions. is that the only way? yes.. i guess so..
started to avoid me, which i can see through the way you act. i wanted to cut those craps but are you willing to believe what i said? what if i said those things are not true? how will you react?
is true i don't know you well. nope, should say i don't know any single thing of you. i never plan to step further more. i just want to stay here. the place I'm standing right now. don't ask me why. I'll only tell you that there's no why. i feel much more save here. and yea, is true that i dare not take the risk. i have nothing to say...
when people said I'm a girl who doesn't have prob, i always laugh away. we are human beings right? everyone have feelings. is just that how you handle it. do you want to show it to other people by emo-ing? or you want to keep it to yourself cause you think there is no point telling? is depends on how you want to carry your own character.
i guess, life is complicated.
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