tension..
too many things happened this week. although it just a short week but things happened too sudden and things comes really fast.first will be exam. second will be something i don't know what's happening/going on.

college life is fun but it may get tired at times. people there are nice but you might need to accept who they are. different people carried different kind of personality. there's no one/ way o judge who they are. you will only can say, this is him/she. it might be hard at the beginning but you have too. think it another way round. that will be much more easier for you.

there are people who you really can trust; there are people who you THINK they can be trusted. never ever judge people by their looks.if not, you'll end up like me.

thought his a person who can be trust but neh~ i was wrong.. he spread all the "craps" everywhere... been trying so hard to accept who is he but he make me failed lots of time. been struggling by telling myself "this is him, you have to accept" but i failed once again. am i failure?? or I'm just not enough energy to do so??

i need a fresh air to breath, to avoid all this polluted "air". at least a 5 minutes will enough for me. it might be nothing for you, but hey, remember what you had promised? i have feelings and i am human being.. you make me disappointed.. how am i going to accept you, my friend? i guess, i need time.. leave alone will you??

p/s don't think the other way k? is just a lil secret of mine.