i'm no longer the old angela
no, i should say that i don't trust anyone now...
there is a several case which make me don't trust anyone easily now. obviously, one of the case will be relationship. there is a reason why i put this two things together. I'm wondering the old Angela is it being just TOO nice or being TOO innocent. people kept taking advantage on me. i do admit i was a backstabbers last time but I'd no longer now. but people still keep using my name upon those thing who want to falsely incriminate by rigging events or evidence.
there is a case. i would say that she's one of our performance member. before that, i have to say that doing performance, especially dancing, is my interest and my dream. i enjoy the moment during practicing and performing. but there is one day, her mom called and scold me for everything. she kept blame on me upon all the organising stuff and by forcing her daughter to join the performance. on that minute, i was so innocent + i felt so disappointed upon her. i cant believe a girl / a fren who i ever trust, actually did that to me. wat's the point? wat u get? neeways, because of the phone call, my mom ask me, no, i should say, my mom stop me from performing. i was really down that time. it's my dream.. and my dream had been just ruined by a phone call. i'd been wondering why didn't her mom call the others? is it because i'm not pretty, i'm not rich so that you think that i wouldn't lost anything? hey my dear~ you had take away my soul.
that will be the main reason of whole story. till now, i cant forget bout it is because she's been really nice to me last time. + i always thought that she's a fren that i could relay on. but i'm sorry, i wanted to forget upon it but i cant. it might takes more time to let go i guess. =/
there is a fren who i've been talk to her past few days. she said that I'd change. well, yea, i did. that's what i answered. she say that I'm no longer a girl who'll always been really cheerful and that simple. yea, i admit. the old Angela always been that simple and never worry much bout life and frens. i did ask her that she'll prefer the old me or the new me. she said both. + she did said, in this world, i cant be the old Angela for long. so to the new one too. she said, this world is always been not fair to everyone. so she ask be to be tough. i guess she's right. i should have let go and go on my life. + we aren't in the same school now. so i don't have to worry much now. i felt better after been talking to her. maybe she's older than me 2 years. so she'll know more than me. is really nice to talk with the eldest. cause the way they think were really different than us.
another thing will be, bout my sis writing something bout them on the blog. oh well, i had no rights to stop her. is her freedom to write anything she wants. but the way she wrote in someways were really wrong. i dont mind wat she wrote bout them cause yea, is her hand who type. but i sincerly, all this thing will just stop between me and the "main character". i doesn't want her sis to join all this silly things. i know that she were just wanted to help her sis but hey, is our own problem. just let the time flies and everything will be forgotten. so don't interrupt neemore. all this happened is just between me and you, dont pull your own sis in the drain. it'll only being selfish only. get it? may i stop here..
the end of the series; the end of the topic; will no longer mention bout it anymore. "story-free"
there is a several case which make me don't trust anyone easily now. obviously, one of the case will be relationship. there is a reason why i put this two things together. I'm wondering the old Angela is it being just TOO nice or being TOO innocent. people kept taking advantage on me. i do admit i was a backstabbers last time but I'd no longer now. but people still keep using my name upon those thing who want to falsely incriminate by rigging events or evidence.
there is a case. i would say that she's one of our performance member. before that, i have to say that doing performance, especially dancing, is my interest and my dream. i enjoy the moment during practicing and performing. but there is one day, her mom called and scold me for everything. she kept blame on me upon all the organising stuff and by forcing her daughter to join the performance. on that minute, i was so innocent + i felt so disappointed upon her. i cant believe a girl / a fren who i ever trust, actually did that to me. wat's the point? wat u get? neeways, because of the phone call, my mom ask me, no, i should say, my mom stop me from performing. i was really down that time. it's my dream.. and my dream had been just ruined by a phone call. i'd been wondering why didn't her mom call the others? is it because i'm not pretty, i'm not rich so that you think that i wouldn't lost anything? hey my dear~ you had take away my soul.
that will be the main reason of whole story. till now, i cant forget bout it is because she's been really nice to me last time. + i always thought that she's a fren that i could relay on. but i'm sorry, i wanted to forget upon it but i cant. it might takes more time to let go i guess. =/
there is a fren who i've been talk to her past few days. she said that I'd change. well, yea, i did. that's what i answered. she say that I'm no longer a girl who'll always been really cheerful and that simple. yea, i admit. the old Angela always been that simple and never worry much bout life and frens. i did ask her that she'll prefer the old me or the new me. she said both. + she did said, in this world, i cant be the old Angela for long. so to the new one too. she said, this world is always been not fair to everyone. so she ask be to be tough. i guess she's right. i should have let go and go on my life. + we aren't in the same school now. so i don't have to worry much now. i felt better after been talking to her. maybe she's older than me 2 years. so she'll know more than me. is really nice to talk with the eldest. cause the way they think were really different than us.
another thing will be, bout my sis writing something bout them on the blog. oh well, i had no rights to stop her. is her freedom to write anything she wants. but the way she wrote in someways were really wrong. i dont mind wat she wrote bout them cause yea, is her hand who type. but i sincerly, all this thing will just stop between me and the "main character". i doesn't want her sis to join all this silly things. i know that she were just wanted to help her sis but hey, is our own problem. just let the time flies and everything will be forgotten. so don't interrupt neemore. all this happened is just between me and you, dont pull your own sis in the drain. it'll only being selfish only. get it? may i stop here..
the end of the series; the end of the topic; will no longer mention bout it anymore. "story-free"
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