am i right?

i'm not sure weather i'm doing it right anot. my blog it suppose to be a secret.but it shows the true me =S i let him know bout my blog cause i dont want other ppl think i'm being fake. i seriously dont know waether i'm doing right anot. seems like i already hurt him in some ways + obviously our frenship seems like kinda different. i cant tell as in wat way cause it seems misarable to me. @.@ neeways, i hope i'm doing it right. being straight forward + telling the truth. yea, i did let go him but seems like there's still a lil thing in tht tiny box. *figuring out~* ppl said it was just a miss or maybe the guiltyness. the song of it, it wasnt as bad as wat had happened or maybe yes. hahax blur~ just hope, wat i'm doing is right. i never been like tht before. been so straight forward. i usually keep thing with me. keeping it tightly... =S i doesnt know wat type of "gas" tht actually push me out.. i felt better afterall, but there's still a lil of guiltyness~ oh well~ forget bout it. the past will be the past, like wat i said. hahax~ just let it go.. =)