2008..

January 04, 2008

2008..

i dont know been how many months i didnt grab a pen to write a thing; i dont know how much i grew up in this 17 years; i dont know how many times i'd been hurt.. now, it's 2008.. a new year to start up a new life or improve our life. throughout all this years, i've been going through many things.. i realise, things changed while we grew up one day by one day or even one second by one second..

infront of my fren, i'm always a gal or a fren who always bring a smile on my face, through wat my fren said. they also said i'm a good listener. a best fren to talk with when having probs. sometimes, ido give advice or giving outmy own opinion but i dont think it's much helping. =S sigh~

infront of my parents, i seldom to satnd out for myself for at i want. i'm some kind of 'mommy gal' in some ways. i always try not to.. but aiks~ i ahve too. but now, I'M 18, it's time to tell it out loud bout wat i want. if not, my life will all under control by them which give u a sign by saying "OH NO~!" hahax.. =P i always wanted to be like a kite. a kite tht actually can fly freely and also to be tied when is a time to do so. =) can i?

infront of myself, i dare to say i'm a looser. a looser in relationship. although i imagine myself like a farry tiles, it wont be any miracles happen o me. sigh~* less confidence its always my bigest prob ever. aiks~ have to change by this year.

neeways, the school had re-open .aiks~ guess wat, kinda feeling weird. feeling really uncomfortable when i know i'd no more schooling. oh welL~ really miss the moment we had during secondary. aspecially being apart of 4 and 5 raya. the ppl there are so cooperate. hahax guess wat, we even fight back to the teacher TOGETHER~ crazy huh.. x) here's some pics bout us =)